1. To point and shriek "SHAME!" at the guy who served me cold pizza but offered to personally reheat the pizza slice of the girl behind me, who happened to be ten years younger and twenty pounds thinner than I am.
2. To tell my ex-crush how hurt and angry I felt when I showed up for what I thought was a date, only to find out he'd invited several of his friends to join us and then to sit there and listen to him tell me all about the woman he had a crush on (needless to say, it wasn't me).
3. To go up and talk to one of the cute guys at the gym where I work out, none of whom ever look at me, except the time I tripped over my shoelaces and fell face-down on an exercise mat.
4. To tell my relatives that there's nothing wrong with me just because I'm not a wife, a mother, or a "real" doctor.
5. To wear a swimsuit without keeping myself covered up with a towel or five feet of water the entire time.
6. To show my writing to more people.
7. To tell "friends" how I don't want to keep hearing about how much fun they have with their other friends, especially because they never invite me to join them.
8. To tell the other grad students who brag about fellowships, publications, and conference presentations that even though I haven't accomplished as much in academia as they have, they probably wouldn't last a day working at any of the retail jobs that I had.
9. To lock the classroom door so that the students who think it's okay to waltz in thirty (or forty) minutes late will learn to show up on time from now on.
10. To tell students' parents who complain about my rules or try to bully me into changing their kids' grades that it's time that they AND their kids GREW UP.
11. To tell the students who never taught a day in their lives yet claim that they can do my job better than I can that I wish I could be there when they try to treat their bosses with the same blatant disrespect.
12. To tell the people who hurt me that what they did WAS wrong, even though they show absolutely no remorse or act like they never did anything wrong at all.
Here's Sara Bareilles' song "Brave", which made me think of all the things that I wish I was brave enough to say out loud:
What about you? What do you wish you were brave enough to do?
Summer Song - *As autumn arrives, I yearn for those summer seas….* *Summer Song* Frothing saline revels in my crooks I am a salt-encrusted fish Donning sashimi limbs ...
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